Fear

It was never known to u,
It was never mutual between us,
It was never said to u,
Never was to be serious,

It was always assumed,
It was always shown,
Wasn't always too subtle,
Wasn't always permanent,

It has always scares me
When I was lost for words when u were mentioned
When I was burning in d face when facing you
When butterflies go crazy in my guts,
Just from d sight of you.
When I know, in my heart, my destination,
It will never be you.

But now, never!
Never had felt, though had the thought of,
never can be comprehend
I had to face my biggest fear...


When.... I miss you.